Another Anniversary

Charlie boy, it is unfathomable to think that a year ago today we were waiting to formally celebrate your life and say goodbye.  It was a gorgeous day, so unlike your sister's farewell, and so very warm.  Today is starting out in the 30's, but supposed to become almost as warm as that day.  It has been a long, cold winter.  How I wish you could be here to enjoy your baby sister and now TWO dogs!!  Petey is enormous.  I wish I could have watched the two of you together.   I miss you more than I can ever express and not a day goes by that I don't have a moment of suffocating breathlessness....I see a school van, or walk over to your house, or see a toy here.  I know you are enjoying joy unspeakable and I cannot wait for the day that I am there.